Today is the first day of my new blog. I need to snap out of things and work harder at the company, tell my current daycare that I am leaving them, and tell my boyfriend that I may not be ready to start a new life together. He states he loves me and I him, but what is love, what is it all about. Crazy.
I need to loose 50 pounds and do not know how to start. I am giving up caffiene first and then moving on from their with giving up pop with sugar and all of that. slowly but surely I will get healthy again and can move forward. I ate so well when I was pregnant. I am also not on birth control any more so if I get pregnant, oh well, I would love another baby. I will eat better, stop drinking beer and work on getting things back in control. I love sugar so will have to take it all one step at a time with caffeine and then sugar.
Today I had about 10 pieces of candy today and then a cup of ice cream with Teddy as we watched a movie. NO exercise to speak of. I am just so tired right now with stress and life. After I get the finances figured out for all the companies I hope to make a plan to make it work this summer with keeping things tight and working well.
I had a bagel with cream cheese for breakfast, then for lunch some chicken noodle thing and two vitamin B drinks that were about 125 calories each. Then when we got home we had some chips too. A bowl full, was not hungry just bored and stressed I just need to figure some things out and we can go from there. I have had these 50 pounds on for over 10 years so to push them off is going to be a challenge. I think I will look into some personal training twice a week to help me through it. Most of it is too many calories. IT is easy to over eat your workout that is for sure.
Will see how tonight goes. I thought of Todd a lot today, that is a good thing.
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