Thursday, June 4, 2009
learning how this will work. I need to focus now and get my financials done for south company and pray like an angle for all the companies. Oh that you would bless me indeed and enlarge my territory and your hand will be with me, and you will keep me from evil. I will pray this as much as possible to help me throught his though time. I will watch the secret too to remind me to visualize what I desire, need and want in my life. I desire to have four companies that are doing great full of great wondeful employees, putting money towards bills and into my new home with my husband and three children. Allison, Ted and Andi. The third name I can work on some. My house is added on to with a great big room and a new bedroom for Todd and I to share. IT is a great life, with no extra worries. Living one day at a time....always. Full of love and friendship. Great mommy at all times.
day 1 of the wonderful world
Today is the first day of my new blog. I need to snap out of things and work harder at the company, tell my current daycare that I am leaving them, and tell my boyfriend that I may not be ready to start a new life together. He states he loves me and I him, but what is love, what is it all about. Crazy.
I need to loose 50 pounds and do not know how to start. I am giving up caffiene first and then moving on from their with giving up pop with sugar and all of that. slowly but surely I will get healthy again and can move forward. I ate so well when I was pregnant. I am also not on birth control any more so if I get pregnant, oh well, I would love another baby. I will eat better, stop drinking beer and work on getting things back in control. I love sugar so will have to take it all one step at a time with caffeine and then sugar.
Today I had about 10 pieces of candy today and then a cup of ice cream with Teddy as we watched a movie. NO exercise to speak of. I am just so tired right now with stress and life. After I get the finances figured out for all the companies I hope to make a plan to make it work this summer with keeping things tight and working well.
I had a bagel with cream cheese for breakfast, then for lunch some chicken noodle thing and two vitamin B drinks that were about 125 calories each. Then when we got home we had some chips too. A bowl full, was not hungry just bored and stressed I just need to figure some things out and we can go from there. I have had these 50 pounds on for over 10 years so to push them off is going to be a challenge. I think I will look into some personal training twice a week to help me through it. Most of it is too many calories. IT is easy to over eat your workout that is for sure.
Will see how tonight goes. I thought of Todd a lot today, that is a good thing.
I need to loose 50 pounds and do not know how to start. I am giving up caffiene first and then moving on from their with giving up pop with sugar and all of that. slowly but surely I will get healthy again and can move forward. I ate so well when I was pregnant. I am also not on birth control any more so if I get pregnant, oh well, I would love another baby. I will eat better, stop drinking beer and work on getting things back in control. I love sugar so will have to take it all one step at a time with caffeine and then sugar.
Today I had about 10 pieces of candy today and then a cup of ice cream with Teddy as we watched a movie. NO exercise to speak of. I am just so tired right now with stress and life. After I get the finances figured out for all the companies I hope to make a plan to make it work this summer with keeping things tight and working well.
I had a bagel with cream cheese for breakfast, then for lunch some chicken noodle thing and two vitamin B drinks that were about 125 calories each. Then when we got home we had some chips too. A bowl full, was not hungry just bored and stressed I just need to figure some things out and we can go from there. I have had these 50 pounds on for over 10 years so to push them off is going to be a challenge. I think I will look into some personal training twice a week to help me through it. Most of it is too many calories. IT is easy to over eat your workout that is for sure.
Will see how tonight goes. I thought of Todd a lot today, that is a good thing.
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